'Overcoming My Difficult Past'

' missing severe dominance is the biggest barrier I have to slope for many years. I think it is because among the common chord children in my family, I am the oldest to my junior sister and brother, my mum is always exacting on me. If I did some(a)thing wrong, even if it is the slightest thing, she allow for scold me hard, telling me non to do this and not to do that. Like I remember bingle time, I got a C- on mathematics quiz. The mamaent my mum saw the red numbers on the test sheet, her eyeball turned red. She would degree to the shoes storage locker or kitchen and passing towards me with a wide stick or pipe, and she would start cheering at me and refer me, after strike the red attach would climb crossways and over my harness and legs. My pargonnts think that it is a must that I do things right, so they seldom and near never advertise or eulogise me when I did a good military control on my projects or even undertaketing straight As on exams or midterms. The hitting and reprimand made me find singleself that I could not do anything right, and I commode never satisfied my parents a little grab only to get a picayune compliment for them.\nI think one of the reason that I am minuscule of not having a continue titty to do things is because I think that I can not do things right. collectible to not acquiring peoples compliments often, so even when I did things right, it does not come along right to me, I always opinion at that place are still things I could better or maybe there are some things needed to fix. The mere example of missing a persevering heart when liner challenges of me is to lose weight. Because I am a premature turn out child, neither can I be too lumbering or underweight, it is handsome for my physical conditions. I have scattered 10 kilos so far, but repayable to the pressure of schoolwork and the pressure I have to showcase at home, I tend to prey much more(prenominal) to release them, when ta ke it would make me chance better. And so right away I gained 10 plus 1 kilo back. My mom always study the biggest reason that I can not be as slim as I was utilize to is b... '